It seems that no matter how hard I try I just end up back to where I started… I don’t know how much longer I can do this I mean if this is what life is going to be like, what’s the point of living? I fight every day to survive but it just seems that everything is a fight and happiness just seems to bypass me. Am I just a bad person that I do not deserve happiness? Peace? or the feeling that tomorrow is a new day with new hope?! I don’t have hope I can’t even remember what it felt like ?. Just wish life was different but all it can be is wishes.
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It sucks i too feel really no hope each day. I often think maybe I was reincarnated and in my past life I was a murderer or something because they always say karma comes back well I don’t feel I’ve done bad in this life so maybe in a previous life I was horrible? Idk just random thoughts. I’m sorry you feel this way just know you’re not alone in it.
I ask the same questions. I hope I did something horrible in a past life to at least justify how miserable this one has been.
We do not live in Mogadishu or Aleppo. That is a huge bonus!
SeeSmith your posts always makes me smile you have such a good outlook on it all 🙂
Hello Flower,
Well I have to say the truth, I have to deal with it myself, Reality is a *****! But if you accept it then you will deal with it better, there are no guarantees in life, we are born to struggle then die! wonderful isn’t it? 🙂 we are in control of somethings and at the mercy of other’s things, no matter how many good deeds we do doesn’t mean things will get better, no matter how much suffering we do it doesn’t mean it will turn around and get better.
Basically we are out of control, but we can make things better usually by doing the right thing, treat your brother and sister the way you want to be treated, stay away from trouble, mingle with good people, and just do your best!
we all wish we can hit the lotto! but chances are we won’t! 🙁
Don’t believe in fairy tales, although they are nice to think about 🙂
Everyone is in this battle! Set goals do your best! and the out come will always be better!
hope for the best and expect the worst, at least you won’t be let down.
i myself try my best and get kicked in the balls from time to time, that is what living is all about.
enjoy the simple things that make you happy and make sure you do them, it makes life a little more bearable that way!!