I will literally sit and fucking watch myself make a bad decision. I may have a choice, but I will always chose the one I regret. If I don’t get through this semester of college I probably might leave a little sooner than I expected.
I make “bad” decisions every single time, doesn’t have to be a life-altering decision it could be even the smallest everyday thing. I wouldn’t consider it “bad” and regret cause it is meant to fail me no matter how hard I try and how careful I am before choosing.
“I may have a choice, but I will always chose the one I regret.” – Out of all my screwup decisions, I understand that I am meant to make that choice. And, things wouldn’t have been different or it could’ve been even worse if I had chosen the other option I had. Don’t regret what you choose that will kill you so much. You’re a failure, so what? I am failure too.
No one would “enjoy” being a failure. I have felt worthless and ashamed of facing myself everyday, and still am. What I am trying to say is, don’t regret your decisions. It is not your fault you chose what you chose. It could be even the weirdest thing that no one would ever do, but you chose it and that makes you, You.
To look back and say “If only..” will only make the situation worse and also, if I don’t speak for my decision who will? I don’t believe in “good choice” or “bad choice” cause whatever decision you make it is going to take you where you are destined to be.
We have no control over the decisions we make. Why regret?
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I make “bad” decisions every single time, doesn’t have to be a life-altering decision it could be even the smallest everyday thing. I wouldn’t consider it “bad” and regret cause it is meant to fail me no matter how hard I try and how careful I am before choosing.
“I may have a choice, but I will always chose the one I regret.” – Out of all my screwup decisions, I understand that I am meant to make that choice. And, things wouldn’t have been different or it could’ve been even worse if I had chosen the other option I had. Don’t regret what you choose that will kill you so much. You’re a failure, so what? I am failure too.
Do you enjoy being a failure?
No one would “enjoy” being a failure. I have felt worthless and ashamed of facing myself everyday, and still am. What I am trying to say is, don’t regret your decisions. It is not your fault you chose what you chose. It could be even the weirdest thing that no one would ever do, but you chose it and that makes you, You.
To look back and say “If only..” will only make the situation worse and also, if I don’t speak for my decision who will? I don’t believe in “good choice” or “bad choice” cause whatever decision you make it is going to take you where you are destined to be.
We have no control over the decisions we make. Why regret?