I can kill myself today. I can buy a gun and shoot myself after work. I should i hope i get the nerve. I’ve set am infinite amount of dates before. Im going to die one day anyway. Why not today?
deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)3/1/2017 - 12:41 am
Could be a red herring. Im tired of being alone I’m tired of coming back to this site. Ive been here off and on since 2011. Ive felt good for patches but i always end up back.
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Hey…
Cuz things have been improving (something I’m kinda glad to see, even given this), and who knows what can come next?
Could be a red herring. Im tired of being alone I’m tired of coming back to this site. Ive been here off and on since 2011. Ive felt good for patches but i always end up back.
I know.
But not really much to lose by following this out, right? It’s been a longer patch this time..
It actually hasnt been my longest time away was in 2013.
But it has been a really long time, relatively speaking.
exactly.
I should have killed myself when I wrote this
I’m glad you’re still around. It seems terribly sad if you would just shoot yourself and die alone.