Truly done this time. I don’t even want to go, but there are no more options. NO more roads from here. No home. No where else from here.
I moved across the country. It was a huge endeavor.
Then our home became a health hazard, unlivable, a couple of months after we moved in. I’m still here with no where to go. Know no one.
Then the unimaginable happened Sunday evening. My partner walked out on me, told me he had to go, and that he was leaving that night. And he left that night. He took everything he can fit in his car and he left. He walked out. Because he couldn’t handle the pressure anymore. So much has been happening.
I was meant to have nothing in this life. I spent so, so much on coming here and this happened to our home. Why did it happen to our home? Because I am cursed, and was meant to have nothing. It wasn’t easy moving across the country..
He packed his things and he left. We’ve been together 2 years. Things got hard at times, but I made a commitment to try to make things work. He walked out on me knowing how unsafe our home is and I have no one here. I exhausted all of my finances the last few months and from the move. He knew. He knew I wouldn’t be able to handle it alone, especially with what’s been going on with our home. He knew I would die. I have no where to go. Nothing from here. He had no regard for me. He told me at 630pm, and was gone by 9pm. I have nothing to fall back on. He is safe now, while I am stranded here.
Be careful who you meet, they will destroy your last chance in life. They are privileged, spoiled brats and have security from their families to fall back on. While I spent every penny I had to come here. Now, nothing.
He knew I would die. He knew I’ve been so sick from our home. He knew how unsafe it’s been. He knew how scared I’ve been.
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Hello! Read all you message, so sorry that happened to you! Had a similar thing happen to me. Was such a let down. I’m curious, you did not say, what’s wrong with the home? If you don’t want say totally understand!
I’m so sorry to hear. Hope you’ve healed from it.
I spent all the money I had in the world on our “fresh start” I have no where else to go from here. There is a child involved — mine. What he did not only affected me, but my family. Problem has been very, very bad and our only solution was moving, but he walked out Sunday night. I can never forgive the way he left. Not under these circumstances. Didn’t care for me or my pets’ safety. Or anything.
Yea lately I’ve been realizing no one else truly cares and you can’t really on anyone but yourself not even family.Im truly sorry this has happened to you tbh I would feel quite defeated if I were you I ask myself why all these bad things happen to me.I should make a book abt my life called a series of unfortunate events 2.0
It’s been crisis after crisis, trauma after trauma. Circumstances beyond my control. I did all I can. I’m really sorry things have been so hard for you too. You are right, no one really cares. They are only for themselves. I am defeated — do not want to struggle anymore. I’ve done enough of that for 5 life times. I did all I can. His family did some shitty things to me as well. Like father, like son. Now I know what he is this way. He was raised with these shit values.
Yea I recently found out how my own family dosent care or will help me so I resized in this world u only have urself even women I’ve been with have lied so I truly don’t trust anyone especially financially.Amen on circumstances not in your control my car was totaled while I was asleep it was parked outside of my house.Yea tbh I’m 21 but I’m only gonna try n live until 25 to see if by a miracle things get better but if they don’t I’m going to end it I don’t wanna suffer anymore.Oh and spoiled Brats u don’t know how much I agree with u on tht if I saw u in person I would hifive u.People that are born rich literally have no clue what we go thru or stress abt.
I’m really sorry to hear about your family. Do you have friends that you can trust? It’s really important in bad times that you get support. And people do lie.. Be guarded but don’t miss out on the good things that may come your way. Independence is the way to life.
You are so young, I think you have to give it a lot longer than 25. My mom has always been their for me. She is selfless. I can’t even say what happened to her in this. I will just cry. My move here affected everyone involved. She was kind to him, told him he was family. His family appeared to be supportive in the surface but they are selfish and apathetic.. his dad pulled a pretty sociopathic move on me. It was awful. I took it to heart. My mom is very upset at what his dad said and did too. They only care about themselves. He is spoiled, but pretended he wasn’t.
I don’t know your situation.. I hope you are okay.
Thank you. I came into the world trusting and believed that people are kind. I was fooled several times. I haven’t been the same since.
A lot of people are, but there are some good. You will always know who your true friends are when your time of need comes.
i’m sorry this happened to you, most people are selfish thoughtless pricks
people are predators, animals, always taking advantage of people’s kindness. i hate it.
@spectralgiraffe- that reply was for you.
I have plenty of friends but I really don’t feel like talking about it with them maybe only one but he is going thru rough times as well.I wouldn’t say I’m guarded in always open to relationships with women I’m just more vigilant to notice what kind of person they are before things get cereal.I think 25 is a good number to give to see if things get better I don’t wanna be 40 n realize I should have ended it a long time ago.Yea usually the apple dosent fall too far from the tree.Do you mind talking about what happened to ur mom u don’t have to if u don’t want to.Yes thanks I’m ok I’m just seeing how things turn by 25.
I’m glad that you have friends. I understand why you might refrain from talking to them about certain things. I’ve told some friends about what has happened. They are stunned by what he did.. I haven’t been opened with anyone for a few years after a really bad relationship. I opened up to him because we were able to relate in some ways that was important. We aren’t alike, just in those ways. I was stupid to have trusted him. I cared for him and wanted good things for him. In regards to 25, I feel like we all die sometime, might as well keep on trying till you’ve exhausted everything.
I talk to 1 abt my problems which is good enough for me his problems are a bit worse than mine.Im sorry you have been closed off for relationships many people get like tht after a bad experience.I don’t really because I know not everyone is bad.Trust me I look back n think why I ever trusted the lies of some people it happens to all of us.Honestly I just don’t wanna keep being stressed or depressed so if things don’t get better by 25 I have a plan.