There is no where I want to be, no where I want to go.
I don’t want to be here — too many bad feelings here — all I feel is panic and distress, sadness and anger. Trauma. I can’t breathe.
I don’t want to go to south, I don’t.
I don’t want to go back, I don’t.
There’s nothing anywhere for me.
Nothing is possible even if I wanted something.
I would like to sleep and not wake to a bad dream.
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I know dude, have u got meds?
“Nothing is possible even if I wanted something” is what I feel too. I know how suffocating it is to live a life like that. I look zoned out all the time and I no longer have the capacity to think or analyse, cuz nothin works out anyway.
I don’t know your situation, but things are possible, it’s just hard to see it sometimes. It takes some time and work to change.. it’s a process.. but things can change for the better. Start by doing things for yourself, self love and self care, one step at a time.
Its nice of you to be positive but for some ppl its tricky that it takes a lifetime to see the possible. Life is like a room full of open doors that close as you get to it. Possibility is just a mirage.