Why do I have to be so damn depressed? No, depression is not a choice. If it were, 99% of us wouldn’t be here on this site, save for sadists. I wish I could just “snap out of it.” Sigh.
I just don’t have a desire to live, nor a reason to want to live. I don’t think my life will get better. I don’t give a shit about this stupid, shitty world. I live only because I do not have a good way out. I don’t even have that sweet elixir of relief. Why can’t death be readily available in a pretty little vial like in scifi movies?
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Depression is NOT a choice at all. I think that’s most of us here live only because we don’t have a good solid way to get out. They do have vials you can drink that put you to sleep, then kill you but unfortunately it is illegal in the US. I saw a youtube video of a lady who did the Assisted Suicide thing somewhere over seas and they gave her a little bottle to drink from, she died eating chocolate then going to sleep.
“she died eating chocolate then going to sleep.” – that’s awesome
which assisted suicide place was this?
I’ll look it up to see if I can re-find it on youtube. It was an amazing video to watch.
/watch?v=6RKTuDYp6M8
you are not depressed, you are just out of double fudge chocolate chip banana/vanilla ice cream
have you tripped snapping though? it might just be the cure we all missed because it’s so simple no one thought about it!
I took the liberty of googling “vial of death”, going by the pictures it seems you’re not the first one with that idea
you could try not thinking about the shitty world and the stupid or depressing shittyness and focusing on the nice stuff that make you smile,
“uh! there there kitty, nice kitteh” *pat pat*
jump around your room in a newly bought dress let the hair go wild as you scream battle sounds from Naruto etc
imagine construct your most overindulgent treat, pizza with double stuffed fried oreos topping, all sprinkled with pockys, rolled up in bundle of hot wings all stuffed up in a lamb to be grilled that’s covered in deep dark chocolate sauce
do something completely different and preferably utterly bonkers
(just not buying 10x10pair of underwear even if it is only 3bucks a piece)
1- haven’t got my dress and other packages yet
2- just tried ordering sustinence just now but the pizza place is out of gluten-free dough. Doh!
3- all out of pocky
well…. sounds like you’re fucked then.. wanna borrow my anvil to hold while you jump off the Titanic?
how about risking it and go with the gluten dough? live a little, daredevil style,
or order fried stuff instead?, thai/chinese? (no noodles, but rice instead) and be extra daredevil from their mixture of ingredients/oils. Or chicken? wings are always good
I ordered something else. It’s on it’s way. Just haven’t left my apt in ages so I ordered instead. Wish the couple of places I like had free delivery.
recently all the places i order from (not just food but goods too) decided to either impose a delivery fee now, or even raising the one if they already had one, like that all had a talk and agreed to be “even” across the board..
5bucks for delivery alone should be illegal for certain things… bought some stuff for my computer, cost like 8 bucks, delivery costed 10 bucks.. that’s just an awesome deal :\