Surreal N

Hello. I just watched about half of the first episode of Legion and I am fascinated with the bizarre surreal scenes. The ones where everything shifts and moves in odd directions and where everything gets fast and then slow and then fast again. The lights dim and flash and dim and flash and dim and flash and dim and flash and dim and flash and dim and flash all about all over the place over here and there and everywhere that has no eyes or pudding pies. I want more of that. Bizarre surrealism. Does anyone know of anything like that. Surreal bizarre lights I could stare at for hours. Something that fractures everything around me. I have so much energy. I need more. More and more and more and more and more and more. Typing like that is fun. The simplistic pattern of the fingers. I expect answers. I really need that feeling again. The feeling that everything is colored lights. I got freed today. Are drugs an option? Hell I’d consider it. Something that loosens the grip around the head. It felt twisty. The feeling in the chest. Like and weird play doy mold but with a rubbed out top. It feels nice to watch the colored lights. Please don’t ignore me. I need you guys to give me options. Tell me how I can get that sensation again. The thing felt tickly in the skull. What does it feel like to be completely tortured. Like through the mind. I want to see my head split open. Those scenes where the guy has metal hooks through his eyes and he’s forced to watch something. What does it feel like to be completely broken up like that. Please tell me how I’d be able to get that back. That feeling of hyperactive surrealism. I expect lots of comments. Please don’t skimp out on me. I need those. ASDFOIbjbnena,.sdkubgggggwdhfzpisudbnralwkeufffffndgpiouasdnvcz.cvgggggggggggggawnrflidug.jn,awe