I wonder what it will feel like to commit suicide because of an ex.. before any judgemental comments there are a few things I know. Obviously she will move on and my family’s will hurt forever.. I just want to know ..getting to the point where i cnt take anymore of this miserable life
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I know, seems like this miserable existence is put here just to torment us and hurt us until we finally give up.
Whyskyend you are right. I actually find solace in thinkn about suicide and it’s jst soo fucked to be looking forward to the day in just going to hang myself with hemp-rope lol.. I’d be much happier gone instead of living through constant pain, pretending everything is fine at work when it not..what’s the point in living if you don’t have the one thing that makes you happy??personally I don’t see the point and I really can’t wait until next week..the joys of knowing the pain will be over soon
I know, it’s sad that we look forward to the day we will end our lives. You know people always say, “If you kill yourself you won’t ever feel happiness, joy or love.” but what they don’t realize is I don’t experience those things while being alive anyway so it’s not like I’m going to be losing anything. All I experience is sadness, anger, regret, hatred, guilt, and envy so killing myself has more pros then cons.
I don’t think that there is anything on the earth that can make you happy. Maybe just temporarily. Everything is impermanent.
I knew a guy who did kill kimself because of his ex. She cheated on him with a guy that he used to consider his best friend. He hung himself, she continued living her life unaffected.
Life can be pretty miserable but, as far as I am concerned, I want to live for myself.
When I decide to end it I want it to because I’ve experienced the great majority of what I wanted to experience and there is nothing interesting left.
I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I don’t think I’ll survive the divorce my husband is pursuing. I understand your pain. I’m thinking of you.
Whyskyend I think we are both in the same boat here..for me I don’t feel anger towards anyone whatsoever even towards me the ex who left me without any explanation and refused to talk to me because of my suicidal attempts eventho she’s the one that made me feel this way..it funny how life works.iv tried to talk to her but all my efforts has been in vain .i understand it not her fault jst that she’s been told what to do by different ppl..I jst wonder how she’ll feels when she find out I died because of her when she could have prevented it..
@shelefthernark these things can be really hurtful and can make you do stuffs you probably never thought you’d do in a million years..I can’t tell you not to do what you want to do because I know what love is like .
By this time the 6th I’ll be gone so I’m jst gna try nd say my goodbyes to friends in a way they won’t sense a thing cus I don’t want anyone to stop me .
I find comfort knowing I can end it if I need to. I’m very torn because my dog is my world and has been an angel to me. My husband has been fed a lot of lies, and a lot of lies injected into a little truth. I’m a monster in his eyes. I’m not giving up, I’ve been giving him space for almost a year, praying for him to be able to forgive and finally see the truth. I’m sure it would wreck him if I die, but his family despises me so much that I know he’d have their support to get him through. I do think I’ll write a note asking them to respect my family and not come to my funeral. If they hated me in life, they don’t need to pretend to mourn my death.
Bingo. I hope no one that hated me comes to my funeral. I don’t want their fake sympathy just so they can pretend they were good people. I’m tired of all the fake ass people.
@shelefthermark I think my ex family despises me too which doesn’t make things more easier for me.i just wish they could see how much I love her really..but then again once I’m gone then I won’t be feeling this way anymore..
@whyskyend me too I hope no1 that hates me comes to mine too..i just want to find out how she’ll fell exactly knowing she pushed sum1 to death .