I don’t know what to do.
I don’t feel anything anymore and I can’t stop crying.
I’ve started cutting again.
I’ve started drinking again.
And attempting to throw up my food.
It’s all come back so fast it feels like the world is crashing down on me and I can’t take it.
I need everything to just stop for a few days. College, the future, Time , Life.
I just need to disappear and I fear if I don’t find a way then I’ll just kill myself.
I’m so fucking tired I just cant do this anymore.
I give up.
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I give up too.
I don’t know where you are, your circumstances, or anything about you, but I do know that feeling. Sometimes life is overwhelming. Like you said, everything just needs to stop. If you have to, even if it’s only for a few minute, make it stop. Take a drive and blare the radio, go for a walk with headphones in turned up, get lost in a book, color. Do anything you can think of to not think. Just don’t give up!