I wish things made sense. Nothing ever makes a bit of sense.
Sometimes, I wish that I could at least learn to be content with that, and stop trying to understand things, but I don’t think I can.
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Like what?
What do you mean “like what”?
I think what the… gentleman was trying to ask, was what specific things don’t make sense to you.
You’re right for wishing to be content with this. There are many things in this world that, on the surface, simply do not make sense. Also, sometimes it’s just a waste of time to try and figure out if things make sense. Ask yourself, what would be different if everything made sense to you? Everything would still be here, where they always are. Would it make a difference to you?
I guess I want it for the same reason that most people would rather stand on solid ground than on unsure, swampy ground, or have good vision rather than bad vision. Which is a reasonable desire, but one that’s causing me a lot of problems.
Sorry that I had to use yet another metaphor. It seems to be the only way that I know how to communicate.
That is definitely a reasonable desire. However, isn’t it possible to stand on solid ground, and have good vision, without understanding many things? I’m not exactly advocating it, I’m just playing the devil’s advocate. The things you don’t understand, are they vital to you going forward in life, and living a life that you want to live?
There’s no need for apologies. Using metaphors is fine by me, and it shows creativity.
Aww, thank you, madam…yes, u r right. Thanks for telling what i mean 🙂
To the other lady:
You get answers. Keep trying. I got answers, as i grew older.
I feel the same way try not to understand but rather go with the flow I have learned things are less confusing that way
Sometimes I wish I could stop questioning things too, and just accept things how they are.
How have you been doing?
I’m actually doing a lot better than my constant whining on here would suggest. Not well, but not as badly as I could be doing.
Any more specific than that, and I won’t be able to organize my thoughts.
You don’t whine, you just share what’s on your mind.
I’m glad to hear you’re doing ok.
I’ve felt confused since I was about 14 years old. I realised that somehow I don’t get anything and seems like for others everything is so clear. Or more or less clear. I suppose I think differently than most people, at least based on what they show. I can never be sure, nothing is clear. Everything can be true or false. Very hard to explain.