Good evening.
I’m just having a bad day-the latest in a series of bad days. I don’t know why anyone would want to be alive, why suicide is such a “bad” option? I mean, if I want to die, then why shouldn’t I? It’s just so easy to not live anymore.
There’s nothing for me to live for either. So I might as well just give up, right? It’s not like I’m good at anything else. And besides, there’s just so much to consider when thinking about life and a purpose; I can’t just pull one out of thin air. It takes time to think of one-and time is not on my side.
So much to consider…and so much that is uncertain…
Thanks for taking the time to read this.
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Not everyone comes with a built-in understanding of their calling in life. Some people have to try different jobs, wear different hats, so-to-speak.
All is not lost. Suicide is a bad option when you have left the other ones unexamined.
Don’t give up because you don’t know what to live for. Try living first. There is so much out there to try. One baby step at a time.
SQuietus has a good point, try all your options first-then consider suicide. There are real life stories of people coming from nothing and made a great life for themselves. Sure some got lucky, others worked hard and created their own success.
However like you OP, there’s not a lot keeping me in this world, aside from things I really enjoy in life-food, sex, music, nature, etc. Some days the bad outweighs the good. I slept well yesterday-probably one of the best nights I’ve had but when I woke up again I didn’t feel too pleased to return back to my real life and in that moment I realized that’s probably what death is like. I mean we wouldn’t know we were dead ofc but we’d have eternal peace-no more problems associated with this existence we’re tied to.
I really think Euthanasia should be freely available to everyone for any reason. We allow women to have abortions in most situations. Why do they have abortions? Because they weren’t ready, didn’t have a job, condom broke, don’t want to have genetically diseased offspring, the spouse ran off, etc.
They terminate that ‘potential life’ because they knew it would be better for the child not to have been born. So Euthanasia is akin to abortion in that sense-you’re terminating a life that shouldn’t have existed. It’s too bad that we’re held back by fkg retards who oppose these things but hopefully in due time it’ll become legal everywhere…might take another 10-20 yrs or so.
At least here in Canada we allow it for terminal illness and similar situations so the door has been nudged open a little and I’ve heard it’s become more liberal. I really don’t want to be forced to choose another method that may or may not work and can cause me great harm if I fail. That’s why most of us are still around.
Hey there dear,
I know you probably feel at a loss right now
& I can not know if there is a reason to why you feel so
or if this just happened on its own
but I want to assure you
that this feeling is very normal
& is not something to be saddened by
& definitely not worth ending your life over 🙁
Nothing ever is…
I don’t know your background story or what lead you to be here
but I wanna help any way I can
if you wish,
I’m willing to listen to anything & everything you have to say
& I’m willing to be there for you & help you any way I can
I hope that you may give me a chance at this
& if for any reason you don’t feel comfortable talking here
my email is
farahlajeennouraldeen.1
@gmail
You are most welcome to contact me at any time
& I’ll reply as soon as I can
for now my main question to you is:
what lead you to this feeling / sense that you describe above? Did something happen that made you feel that way?