I’m tired… Tired of fighting, tired of waking up every morning and think that the things will be better. Nothing gets better!
I lost my friends, they stop to talk to me after I became this…
I wish I could talk to someone… Someone that would not judge me, that would not say “Stop being sad is simple!”, “Is just not think on her”, “There are so many people who have a real reason to be sad…”, “I don’t have time for sadness”….
I wish I could back on time. Make my friends like me again, make the things right with her… I could show her that I can be someone who she would like.
But this will never happen. I’m pretending! I am not a good person, not good enough too her and she would never like this terrible person that I am.
I’ll be that guy that all the friends and one day just put a bullet in his head.. maybe today, maybe tomorrow… I hope today!
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Doesn’t have to be “any” day at all…
U need talk, I’m here to listen…
I won’t say any of these things u don’t want to hear & I’ll do my best to help u find practical ways out of this place u’r now in
Shall we start?…
What’s going on?… What happened?
Life happened. You know that moment of life you make a decision, a decision that would make it incredible, that would put everything where it should be and your life could not be better…. But you’re wrong and everything goes wrong! You lost your friends, you lost your home, you lost your sanity and almost lost you life…. Most important: you lost the person you most care about.
I just tried to make everything better, but I ended alone, worse than ever..
Don’t loose your time with me, I don’t worth… “Any” day is just around the corner!