Pathetic Excuse of an Adult

Finally I got myself out of my fucking room and did something. I made an appointment and went to see a doctor. Actually, I am currently waiting for the doctor to come see me. In the mean time I called my mom to let her know where i’m at and why I am here. She was actually supportive. I don’t know why I didn’t do this a long time ago. I am still trembling as I wait for the doctor, but I think I made good decision for the first. I made a decision and nobody is fucking mad at me. That is all I fucking needed.