today my friend was in a bad mood. within minutes people came up to her and tried to comfort her.
i am suffering so badly every single fucking day, and nobody fucking looks at me twice. i am on the edge of life and not a single person changes their behavior, even those who know what’s wrong. the friends who have seen my pain but still make an effort to ignore and ignore and ignore, i tell them i’m depressed and they don’t even listen. i think i will have to do something so that they can finally see
and when she looks down at her phone dejectedly for TWO MINUTES they swarm her. i’m fucking done. i am at the fucking end of my rope. what about me makes it so easy for everyone to shove their foot down my throat and rip through my skin with their heel? i’m fucking sick of being nothing.
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Perhaps nobody offers to help is because they assume that you are a strong person who does not need their help. Some of us can wear a great mask, but be in pain inside that nobody sees. Just an idea, hope it helps.
i think most people think that… but some of friends know i’m tormented by others, and do nothing to help me. they could do something, like stand up for me, but they don’t. even though they know everything. it’s just disheartening… thank you, though 🙂
They aren’t the right friends for you, that’s basically what it is. You don’t gel with them and they don’t gel with you. Believe it or not, that’s totally okay. It just means you are yet to find your own group of people. 🙂
yeah, if i could leave my environment i really would. it’s just tough when you can’t do anything about it :/
Maybe you need someone who cares. Like me or Mehikka or all the other who would care. Best regards, here if you need me.
you’re very kind, thank you. here for you as well 🙂
Sometimes friends won’t stand up for each other because they’re too scared of who they’d have to stand up to, or afraid of the consequences.
Sometimes they’re too superficial, and are afraid of losing some advantage. Sometimes they’re just lazy and unhelpful. Good luck with finding friends who are brave, generous, and unselfish. People like that are keepers.