Took the words out of my mouth mate. I always try to keep to my word no matter what. Trouble is, one day i might feel ok and agree to something, but when that day comes and i feel like shit, i’ll still do it.
Speaking for myself. The most important thing to me is to eliminate every single doubt and obstacle that has got, and still gets, in the way of what I want to do which is to leave this planet. There is nothing in life that is important to me because even when I get what I think is important, it doesn’t take long before I’m back here wanting to end it. I’ve pretty much exhausted everything and leaving here is what I want to do, just have to eliminate everything that is in my way.
well in an existentialistic point of view, there is no answer to that. we all suppose to make our own meanings. but my personal answer to your question is compassion. if we all had it, life for sure was anything but what it is in this day and age.
Depends on what day you ask me… today I say nature. I want to be outside, I’m stuck at work. I want to sit by the river, or maybe even have a fire tonight
That answer probably varies day to day. Today, its trying to figure out what exactly is so goddamn important and relevant about setting myself on auto pilot and going through the same motions of the past ten, twenty, thirty years. Pretending that this is all so important that it can’t be missed. Everything. It’s all the same. Ages change, situations dont. Life doesnt. It just never seems to reveal any pertinent meaning. Why not today? It’s Saturday. Why wait for that special day when my list of “do-it-befores” is complete? The most important thing in life is feeling wanted, needed. Lacking that, the most important thing in life is still being wanted, needed. It’s lonely being lonely.
Loneliness erodes the soul. Giving you cyber hugs. Keep your eyes and heart open for opportunities to find a friend or two in real life. The nice thing about getting older is caring less (if at all) what others think, so maybe you’ll find freedom in that and it won’t always be the same, then.
Nothing anymore. Love isn’t real in eyes and living just for the sake of it is worthless. Life doesn’t really lead up to anything eventful. You’re just there..
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Having a reason and a will to live. I don’t have either right now.
My mind says, “Love”, but my life says, “Integrity” (until recently, anyway).
Took the words out of my mouth mate. I always try to keep to my word no matter what. Trouble is, one day i might feel ok and agree to something, but when that day comes and i feel like shit, i’ll still do it.
Yep. It’s the cornerstone of decency and civilization. Thanks for being “solid”, mate.
Love
Speaking for myself. The most important thing to me is to eliminate every single doubt and obstacle that has got, and still gets, in the way of what I want to do which is to leave this planet. There is nothing in life that is important to me because even when I get what I think is important, it doesn’t take long before I’m back here wanting to end it. I’ve pretty much exhausted everything and leaving here is what I want to do, just have to eliminate everything that is in my way.
Yeah. This is a good answer.
well in an existentialistic point of view, there is no answer to that. we all suppose to make our own meanings. but my personal answer to your question is compassion. if we all had it, life for sure was anything but what it is in this day and age.
Depends on what day you ask me… today I say nature. I want to be outside, I’m stuck at work. I want to sit by the river, or maybe even have a fire tonight
That answer probably varies day to day. Today, its trying to figure out what exactly is so goddamn important and relevant about setting myself on auto pilot and going through the same motions of the past ten, twenty, thirty years. Pretending that this is all so important that it can’t be missed. Everything. It’s all the same. Ages change, situations dont. Life doesnt. It just never seems to reveal any pertinent meaning. Why not today? It’s Saturday. Why wait for that special day when my list of “do-it-befores” is complete? The most important thing in life is feeling wanted, needed. Lacking that, the most important thing in life is still being wanted, needed. It’s lonely being lonely.
Loneliness erodes the soul. Giving you cyber hugs. Keep your eyes and heart open for opportunities to find a friend or two in real life. The nice thing about getting older is caring less (if at all) what others think, so maybe you’ll find freedom in that and it won’t always be the same, then.
Nothing anymore. Love isn’t real in eyes and living just for the sake of it is worthless. Life doesn’t really lead up to anything eventful. You’re just there..