Where’s everyone gone? Anyone know of other sites like this one?
to be happy, healthy and productive? And not depressed af, a non-productive mess, and well…us?
What is the key to our depression? Is it that we just need the following:
-basic needs (housing, food, steady income, etc)
-someone who really knows us, and loves us, despite how fucked up we are
If that’s the case (for me), then HOW in the fuck do I get get back self love, self confidence, and self acceptance? I used to have confidence and didn’t hate myself in the past. But now it’s all gone to sh*t and I hate how I haven’t been able to do a damn thing due to my depression and lack of self confidence and lack of will to live and better myself and my life.
that my only contact with humans these days is online through a suicide site?
I don’t really have friends. I don’t go anywhere, talk to anyone, etc. And no, covid isn’t an excuse. I’ve always been this way, except my depression is worse now.
All I do is watch videos and feel shit about my life. Yup, that’s pretty much my life.
What if there was like a city, or a whole village, of just us depressed people? Wouldn’t that be interesting?
Hey SP’ers, let’s fill in the blank. What words would describe yourself?
Me- Loser, defeated, hopeless
I know we cannot be unborn or un-exist, but man, wouldn’t it have been nice not to be here suffering in the first place?
And why do we have to suffer so much? Why can’t I just be a happy fucker like some of the people out there? Yeah sure, not everyone is happy. But not everyone is depressed and miserable either.
To be alive and have to either kill yourself or live a tormented life sucks. My own self and my mind is my worst enemy. Sigh. How terrible that knowing you yourself is your own worst enemy?
When you don’t care about anything anymore?
When you’re not doing anything to help yourself
When you’re only doing destructive things (in my case, literally not doing anything)
I’ve fallen into a deep pit of depression, despair, and self-loathing.
I cannot get out of this deep pit; it takes too much effort to.
While I don’t drink or do drugs, being depressed and doing nothing with my life is just as destructive. I don’t go out, I don’t have friends, I barely go out to get food to feed myself. It’s pathetic. I feel half dead already, not living life.
All I do every day is watch tv or movies to numb the pain of my life, the pain of being me.
I don’t know how to get back my “oompf” for life.
I’m not even trying anymore.
At least in the past I tried. And I did go out and do things and had some “fun” or whatever you call it.
But this time it’s pure 100% self destructive depression- doing nothing all day but mope and cry and trying to drown out the pain of being me.
I hate my life.
I hate who I am.
I hate how I’ve wasted so many years of my life.
I hate that I’m too afraid to do anything.
I hate that I’m not really good at much at anything.
If you could have one wish, what would it be?
and how they’ve messed up their lives? -_-
yet cannot end life…
Nothing christmasy or cheery.
What’s good for depressed ppl like us to watch?
I’ve been binging on a bunch of escape room movies lol
All I’ve ever wanted was to be “normal” and happy.
I’ve had depression since I was a kid. I’m middle aged now. I’ve lost hope that it’ll ever change. My mind is even worse off now than before -_-
Well, since it’s xmas, I guess this site will be active today O_o
Well, I guess I am back at the thralls of this bottomless pit of despair and loathing. O_o
Hello old members that I used to talk to. How many of you are still here?
Why are you depressed?
Childhood abuse and trauma
Adult Life not working out – no friends, no job, health issues, loneliness.
Our miserable lives, or our deaths?
Me: By lightning. It’s quick and effective. (although highly unlikely to occur IRL, 1 in 161,831. oh poo)