You’re alone, kid. There’s no one out there. I’m all you’ve got. The others will tell you different. They will say that they care and that you matter. They’re liars. In the end, they’re in it for themselves. You’re just a speck. A nobody. A nothing. While they crawl all over each other to get ahead, they’ll turn on you. I’m all you’ve got. In your most vulnerable, dark moments, I was the only one that talked to you. That felt you’re pain. I’m only hurting you to make you numb. To make the hurt go away. I’m the only one that cares about you. You’re alone, kid. They will all just watch as you sink. They’ll do nothing to help you. You’re just a burden to them. To her. You’re scared and confused and I’ll be the only one to help you. To make sense of it all. She can do nothing for you. She’ll just watch you sink like the rest of them. I’ll get you through this. And when you finally have the strength to do it, I’ll be going with you. I’ll be the one that get’s you there.
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J Doe what a brilliant self note. I haven’t words.
This kind of reminded me of the song ‘Pet’ by A Perfect Circle:
Pay no mind what other voices say
They don’t care about you
Like I do
Safe from pain, and truth, and choice, and other poison devils
See they don’t give a fuck about you
Like I do
I’ll be the one to protect you from:
Your enemies and all your demons
I’ll be the one to protect you from:
A will to survive and a voice of reason
I’ll be the one to protect you from:
Your enemies and your choices son
They’re one and the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself