Today I find peace, in the pain in the loneliness. Yes I live my life normally and smile everyday. I still participate in the community and seem normal. But inside I am broken. And those close to me, who knows most of what I go through don’t notice. I withdraw, I become quiet. And they let me slip away so easily. It used to stress me. But I just don’t care anymore. It is ok. It is all ok. I have found peace in the most unlikely place. Slowly poisoning and the feeling of it gives peace
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Hi,
I am sorry to find you so broken. There are other methods of finding peace. You just need to get involved in as many activities as possible to forget about your depression. Why not start performing an act of kindness every day?
I used to poison myself slowly with cigarettes and I hoped I would die.
For me, life got much better now.
Why are you broken inside? You seem like a warrior, someone who fights. Do you think your life is meaningless?
I know what you mean broken masterpiece.
I actually have no one. The one person I had walked out on my life without even so much as looking back.
Hi there. I understand what you mean. I’ve been through the same a long time ago. I’ve been through the same last night, too. If you’re willing to have a friend I’m here for you, and anyone else that needs to talk also.