There are many
different voices that go through my
head.
They whisper to me
around the clock….
I can’t stop them
They’ve already defeated me in the battle
The war
Going on inside my head
They now have full control over
my entire body.
I feel screwed in some places
but not in others.
Sometimes I don’t ask for help because I think I can get through this on my own…
Sometimes I ask for help only to hear other people’s voices
Instead of the ones
Inside my
Head.
The tiny voices,
They talk to me after dark
Honestly, I want to part but I get temptations
To hurt myself
I don’t know why they come
To me like this
Or in this type of way.
Sometimes I feel like I want
To drown myself so I don’t have to feel this feeling anymore
However, I know how to swim underwater for
A very long time.
That might not be the death of me.
But something else might
Be.
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It may feel like those tiny voices have control, but they don’t. It’s your body and your mind. You have the control.
However, I’m so weak against their power…A measly little human against a demon…See where I’m going with this?
I have been & I am still begging you to “let me” fight with you
Yes, but that demon is only inside you. It lives inside your domain. It may not feel like it, but you have control over that. You just need to remind yourself of that.