do you think they would say things if they knew?
do you think they would sit here and tell me that everything gets better with time? Or that time heals all wounds if they could feel this?
if they had to feel this knife taking pieces of my heart… would they still look at me and tell me I’ll get over it?
if they could feel the tears that pour down my face would they still tell me everything will be okay?
2 years and it’s like nothing has changed.
2 years and I think about you with every gust of wind.
2 years and I feel your hand in mine when I walk. I smell you everytime I walk into a room.
2 years and I wake up crying your name trying to wake you up from a sleep I know you can’t come back from.
trying to see your beautiful brown eyes or the wrinkles in your cheeks from smiling soooo much.
Would they tell me time heals all if they loved you like I did?
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I feel this exact same way and wonder how people have the decency to say “get over it”. I was the one in the relationship, not them, they didn’t love him like I did.
I’m glad someone else understands..
Nope. 15 years of pain, 5 of those spent being suicidal.
I’ve been to the mental institute twice. Told them what was wrong. Surprise surprise, they didn’t understand and couldn’t fix me.
I have no clue why, but some people just can’t put themselves in your shoes. Illogical really since it’s not hard to do at all. Even a child should be able to do it.
Also, psychologists compare apples to oranges. They downplay your problems to make it seem like they aren’t “so bad” and compare you to people who are nothing like you but have experienced “similar things”.
This just acts as further evidence that unless you have been suicidal, you will never understand.
It’s easy to judge and say things like “it will get better” when it’s not you who are experiencing the pain, but they don’t get that. No one ever does.
I don’t believe anyone can know ‘you’. Only you can know yourself. I love how people think by telling you it will get better they can actually make that happen for you. Nice thought I suppose.
Some pain can never be overcome. It can’t be forgotten or purged or talked out. It has become part of your being.
A busy life can mask it but it will always be there lurking.
A mind wipe would clear it out I guess.