My mom is sadly really sick rn. I am the youngest in the fam. I haven’t wanted to tell anyone any of my problems or worries bc there are other bigger things to worry abt. Recently i have started wondering if her sickness is my fault. I fucked up too many times when she was still with us. And my mom always told and asked me to stop. What if God is punishing her bc of me? What if I were to go……..what if then….everything with this family would go bck to normal. I was the accident. The one who after giving birth to my mom got really sick. My fault, my fault, my fault. Always has been…..what if this is too?
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Hey there, I’ve only just signed up so I don’t really know how this works. I’m really sorry to hear you mama is unwell. But the truth is it’s not your fault and without you I’m pretty sure she would be devastated. you are her child. And God is forgiving in so many ways. If you were gone she wouldn’t miraculously recover as a result of you not existing anymore. You are more than that.
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Thank you for the message. It really touched me. I agree with most of it….Just need to get myself to believe it sometimes