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by noah5678
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I want to die SO badly. I am sick of my life and the amount of pain that I feel. I am sick of how unfair life is, and how life treats almost EVERYONE better than me. I feel like the world is against me. I am full of so much anger right now. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THIS WAY? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SUCH A FUCKED UP PERSON? There are only about 10000000000000000000000 people I would rather be than myself. I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH. It is completely unfair that most people have a better life than me and not many people have the same or similar problems as me. it’s not just that I hate who I am. I can’t STAND who I am. I just want to be like most people and I want a normal life. If that’s too much to ask for, then I am praying right now that I DIE.

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lonely but not alone 7/7/2017 - 10:42 pm

join the club dude 16 suicide attempts later and im still suffering

noah5678 7/7/2017 - 10:45 pm

I’m so sorry that life has to suck so much

lonely but not alone 7/7/2017 - 10:45 pm

yeah me too man but for some reason no matter how sorry everyone is some of us just continue suffering no matter what we do

noah5678 7/7/2017 - 10:49 pm

I feel like everyone is “luckier” than me, meaning no one; that I know, feels like me, and hates themselves as much as me, hates their life as much as me, is as fucked up as me and constantly wants to be someone else as badly as I do. The list just goes on and on and on and on and on.

noah5678 7/7/2017 - 10:52 pm

No one has less motivation than me either, at least no one that I know of

lonely but not alone 7/7/2017 - 10:54 pm

well you just met him

noah5678 7/7/2017 - 11:05 pm

I mean no one that I know in real life

Sparkless 7/7/2017 - 10:59 pm

I do feel like everything I’ll ever do will fuck up in the end. I’ve tryed to deal with it; tryed so hard to be normal; I’ve belived that everything gonna be okay in one final time and trusted the girl I love, and then she just left me forever.
Everything I do. Will never ever end well.

lonely but not alone 7/7/2017 - 11:06 pm

ah i see what you mean but yeah same here

Keep_believing 7/8/2017 - 3:28 am

Why do you want to die? Some time sharing your story and pain can help you a lot.. We don’t know you,. so, you can tell us anything and we will not judge you cuz we are all just like you.. And you never know after hearing ur story maybe someone else will thing at least his/her life is not as fucked up as yours and they can still try to survive..

noah5678 7/8/2017 - 8:46 am

Read some of my other posts and then you’ll understand

noah5678 7/8/2017 - 8:47 am

Read some of my other posts and then you’ll understand

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