I’m sorry.

August 13th, 2017by Eccedentesiastsoul

I’ve been fighting for so long and its time I surrender. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the perfect daughter. I’m sorry I wasn’t born a boy. I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment and I couldn’t be who you wanted me to be. I’m sorry i couldn’t open up about it. I’m sorry I was too weak to ask for help, I thought I would get over it like all my problems, just like you said. I didn’t want to cause more drama since you said I should “get over it and stop being a drama queen”. I’m sorry I wasn’t friends with who you wanted me to be friends with. I’m sorry for all the money you’ve spent on me and would probably never get back. I’m sorry I was such a mess. I’m sorry I lied. I’m sorry for doing this to you. I’m sorry I couldn’t be a perfect sister. I’m sorry I couldn’t be a good friend or an excellent student. I’m sorry I was never perfect. I’m sorry someone was always better than me. I’m sorry for being selfish. I’m sorry i’ve come to this decision. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me and understand that I was in pain and it was the only way to end it. I’m sorry I’m the reason you couldn’t have the life you wanted. I’m sorry I’m the reason of your pain and sorrow. I’m sorry i’m a mistake. I’m sorry it’s because of me someone is going to get this disease. I’m sorry I know all your secrets. I’m sorry i couldn’t be what you wished for. I’m sorry I wasn’t pretty. I’m sorry I self harmed. I’m sorry I decided to take my own life. I am sorry I am me. I’m sorry I let you all down.

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