my social anxiety……..
i’m scared of people to the fact that i really cant do anything anymore
i dont want to go to school………….
dang it, i can’t even leave my house?
i can’t, i feel so inferior to people of my age and they are everywhere
i can’t. i really can’t.
my parents don’t know about it. i act like i’m happy when i get home. when they tell me to go downstairs to get food i’ll force myself to go. and i’ll end up accidentally meeting someone of my age that i used to know. and they would have changed… taller, prettier, pretty clothes… and i’ll still be the same. short, fat and ugly.
i’m really going to go nuts about this growing up shit
i wouldnt feel inferior to others if i try to exercise so i can lose weight but i can’t even leave my house it’s a vicious cycle that i feel that cannot be solved its been one year and a half and i still feel like utter bullshit and these days i really do not want to have interaction with anyone and just delete my social media
i can’t take it anymore
i can’t solve this problem and it’s bugging me and it’s going to continue. i’m so unsporty so i feel so inferior already in my school now and i dont think i can survive in university and all?????
i can’t take it anymore can someone please tell me what i should do
i know one way is to love myself but i really just can’t bring myself to it i hate my self so much i’m so frustrated at myself and my stupid anxiety i’m so useless talentless fat ugly short annoying and disgusting i cant take it anymore
should i just leave?
this problem can never be solved anyway.