Hi , I’m here to talk. Honestly , Now I am giving my experiences to you. This isn’t going to really be as depressing as I have written about before. I am here to tell you a little bit about what’s Going on.
First of all , I have accepted my depression and have decided to go through with it. I know things are just going to get worse really quickly. So , I have made a plan , and I am hoping to have my date set soon. I am sorry to all who are reading this. But things are actually so much better right now. Let me explain : Ever since I have decided to go through with it , I have been feeling so much more at peace. I feel like I will finally be at peace very soon and that gives me great peace in life. I have chosen to spend my last days doing things that are way more insane than I have done before. I have been taking some many risks and it really helps to make everything come to an enjoyably last experience. I am writing a very personal note and it is in the form of a book. I will put it by myself when I go through with it. I am taking the time to have some nice past experiences with my loved ones. I may even be able to say goodbye to some of them that know how I am a bit early. In person. I have some good friends who have been expecting me to do this for a while and I know they would respect my wishes(I have asked them about this before). Ironically , I have never lived more now than I have before. I hope you all can accept this. I am sorry to make anyone upset. If I could give you something to make you feel better , I would. I wish I could talk to you in person. I think it would help you get through this. I hope you all have a great day.
Oh , please enjoy your lives , right now. I am sorry , please forgive my life Choices. This will probably be my last letter. I Hope you know peace and happiness. It’s been an honor to be here and to know you all. Please enjoy the rest of your lives and try to find happiness in any way you can , right now , okay. God Bless You ! ?
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I feel the same way after I made this decision some months back. Even though I havent completed my list I´m enjoying the remainder of my days loving life and the people in it. I wish you the best on your journey as well and hopefully soon you´ll find the peace your seeking.