Everything is pointless

Even though I am sorry that you feel the same way, it is a kind of relief to know that I am not the only one who feels like this. I just feel like I don’t know how to live a “normal” life. Like I see everyone around me doing things I’d love to do or even having responsibilities I couldn’t handle, but I have nor idea HOW to do this, too or how to accoplish it. It’s like I missed something in life, some experience or whatever, that anyone else is getting, and now I don’t know how to handle my life. And I also don’t know what I am good at, because I fail at everything and all the skills I once had, I lost now. It’s like there’s no one who can help me out of this but myself, but I do not have the ability to change my situation. Pretty frustrating.

But maybe for you it helps if you try to surround yourself more with people who believe in you (if there are people like this in your life, I cannot say this about me), and encourage you, rather than a person who always reminds you of what you fail at. Maybe there are things where you are useful, but you just didn’t realize it yet because you are focused on what you can’t do.