I always replay the mean things I say to him and I feel like such a *****, I’ve internalize all the horrible things he spat in my face, but I still feel so bad. Even when I just joke that he’s annoying.
I feel like he could be around people that make him happy. I’m sorry I’m not those people. He deserves to be happy. I’m sorry.
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It hurts because I know he was happy at one point, so it hurts to see him here, he must feel so alone.
I’m such a little *****
Takes two in any interaction, and seems you’re ending up hurt in it too..
Do what you have to to let it go, even if it means discussing it with him, talking being ideal anyway. In normal cases, I’d say avoid ghosting..
It shouldn’t be one person is ok whilst the other is miserable, that’s unbalanced and unfair. Everyone has moments, and no one belongs on a pedestal, or is fully responsible for another.
it’s hard because I know it will never get better, and I know he’ll never get it when I go
I want to die
I mean this isn’t the full cause of my problems
Thing is, we can’t know something will never be better. We can think it, but sometimes a thing comes along that can help, even unexpected.
Leaving someone in life is a bit different than leaving them in death.. and making a life better by dying, bit faulty here, no offense.
I’m haunting the same site you are. I’m not here for just one reason either, it happens.
No you make a good point, you make a good point, my friend. Thank you for replying that is very kind. My situation in general is rather complicated, but perhaps there are things I could do to make it better.
Go you for apologizing
He can be happy without you
Or with you if you can just be nice it’s so simple
JUST BE NICE duh
You dummies!
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