Been wanting to die for 12 years. Sometimes it’s just an “i don’t want to live anymore”, while other times it’s more “I NEED TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW”
Still, I never did. I want to, badly. But I’m SO tired of everything, even killing myself is too much work. And I don’t have the money for the burial, and I always said I’d left that settled before I die.
I been doing fine for a few months, now I’m a “need to kill myself asap” stage, once again.
Will it be the last one? Will I finally do it?
We can only hope.