I think about dying every day.
I feel when you tell a person your sad or you feel like you wanna die they think it’s a joke . But 20 years of age and here I am still having the same thoughts I’ve had since I was 15. And now married I thought that lobe could cure how messed up I am Inside but turns out I’m just adding on to my craziness. I wish I could just die in an accident because idk if I have the guts to kill myself. I’ve cut and burned to ease my pain. But I feel like i can’t fight this feeling any longer. I’m sorry I’m not the person everyone wants me to be. Not even the person I married wants me anymore. What reason do I have to be here….