I’m really alone tonight, and (other than hurting myself) I don’t know how to handle it. I can’t take this silence. I wish I was unconscious. Or loved. Either of the two.
It would be nice to love and be loved by someone. Not even in a romantic way, necessarily. Just, y’know…a friend. A good, close friend would be enough. But I’ve never really had that. I’ve always been alone.
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I read every thing you post. I often don’t know what to say so most times I lurk on by. But yes, I remember incredible loneliness that happened on and off for about a year and many times I drank myself to sleep. So yeah, loneliness sucks.
same here. Never had a friend I could fully rely on. Once shit hits the fan you really see who your friends are. Turns out I don’t really have any.
🙁