Why is it so easy to take a life? In war a simple bullet at a certain spot can easily end you. We can set an explosion and watch bodies die like rag dolls. We can break arms and legs so easily by just jumping off buildings, and then have internal bleeding. Then maybe die. Why is it so easy to die when you don’t want to? There’s so much diseases out there that can kill you. Or simply too much blood loss. A car crash that you didn’t start, a plane that crashes due to many factors, a severe allergic reaction you never knew you had. But why when you want to die it’s the hardest thing to do? That hesitation, that last trigger you really want to pull, that rope you wish u can just let go of. Those pills that you just hope you will die from. That building that you hope is high enough to jump off from. Just why does life always work against you? When you want to die, it’s the hardest thing ever, but when you don’t want to die, death can easily do something to you and have you die. We are just rag dolls, until we want to die and then we become cold stones.
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That’s exactly what I’ve been thinking about recently. Sometimes I wish I’d get a serious disease and die in the hospital. Last week I had an accident and I lost a lot of blood but I’m fine now, when I heard that I could die I was a bit surprised that I didn’t feel bad, I even felt at peace and I don’t feel peace since a long time ago. Idk if it’s just for me but there’s something comforting about being in the hospital dying and being able to say goodbye to your loved ones ’cause I know if I died by myself it would be more devastating for my family. Still wondering why I can’t get cancer or anything like that instead of an innocent child or a mother.
No I thought it was hard at first, but it’s not. It’s a mechanical action you can go do it whenever you get the nerve to, if you want to. Not saying I know you personally and that it’s the wrong thing to do, because your life is your life. It is not illegal where I live .. may be for you if you are in a different country. But it’s strictly mechanical. You don’t need tools. There are many ways to go about it and that’s what makes it so fun. Use your imagination!