Ok so basically I’m a coward, the classic methods are to much for me to take it and I don’t think I can go through with them. I had a great way to go basically peaceful so good so far but since my country is so left behind most of these very common items can’t be found here and it turns out they are not so common after all.
I’m going to try and gather the items by the end of january, if nothing comes out if it well I’ll go classic.
Also the moment I got serious about suicide I fucked my life 10x more, because I stopped caring.
Fear sucks and so does pain, I hope I’ll be courageous enough to go through with it.
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There’s a difference between stop caring and stop trying.. the latter being more difficult once the former kicks on, but necessary for if plans go astray.
Nothing’s ever easy.