End it because I am of no use to you.
End it because I am of no use to anyone.
End it because of the horrible things I’ve seen and can never unsee.
End it because it’s going nowhere but downhill.
End it because I’m not who I thought I would be.
End it because I don’t even recognize the happy girl I was from the life I remember.
End it because I’ve lost all motivation, energy, and mental strength.
End it because I’d rather be asleep all the time anyway.
End it because I don’t like the sun shining in my face every morning I try to sleep in. It gives me a headache.
End it because I am in so much pain missing Jake all the time and the only way I would be able to permanently suppress my feelings for him is if I were dead.
End it because I don’t understand why I’m still in love with him.
End it because there is absolutely no one that is or ever was in my life who would have been suitable for me to love and would have loved me with the same fierce, lingering, yet innocent obsession that I would have for him.
End it because there’s no reason for my existence. My feelings are moot. I never feel accomplished. My heart cries out in the pain of unrequited love. And it’s okay if I’m not here anymore.
End it, please.
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I have the same prayer everyday I pray for all of this to end but it never does it all just seems to get worse
I hope you find away through it all and I’m sorry your suffereing ?