Part of me wants to make my death look like an accident, not like a suicide. To make it easier on my loved ones, friends, family and girlfriend. The only problem with that is not saying goodbye really bothers me, and generally these methods are more risky( but i’m not trying to discuss methods)
Another part of me wants to leave a suicide note, to try and explain my rational and hope they can understand and don’t think that they weren’t enough. Because truly, the only reason i’m killing myself is because of myself.
What are your thoughts?
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Definitely leave a note. You should give them finality rather than let them discover that you faked an accident (assuming they find out).
Also does it really matter in the end? It’s your life-once you’re gone it’ll be over-how they deal with it is up to them.
I thought about some of the things I’d like to say to some people in my life-but it would never begin to cover it and it wouldn’t change anything. Best to leave on ‘good terms’ (unless you really want to tell them off), since it’ll be the last/final words they’ll ever hear from you.
If they’re people you don’t care much about, then it makes no difference how you end it.
I care a lot about the people around me, they’re the only things that have made me have a bearable life. I am the only thing fucked up about my life. People around me have shown me loving and kindness, I want to figure out what is the best way to leave them
making it look like an accident when it was in fact deliberate is deceitful.
Im just trying to find what is best for the people around me, i’ve never been much good at telling the truth.
There is minimal chance you can make it look accidental unless maybe you drive off an expressway and I’m sure that is horrifying.
There are lots of ways to make it look like an accident. It will be a more painful ending though. I often wonder how many car accidents, drug overdoses and drownings are actually accidents?
That’s a method, dude.