This isn’t a post egging you on to do it. Im just generally curious for the reason.
There are many people who have decided they are going to commit. Is the waiting so that you can get all your affairs in order? To find a good method? To build courage? To say goodbye?
Obviously for most people their reason is that they are hoping for a better future, but this question is for the people that know they are going to attempt.
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Unlike a lot of people, I have a quick and reliable method easily available. (Might be painful, but you can’t have everything.)
If I don’t do it today, I can do it tomorrow. That makes it easy to put off. Maybe I’m just a champion procrastinator.
Yeah I posted a while back on here pretty interesting how much pain a human body can tolerate after putting myself though excruciating physical pain it no longer worries me if there is pain attached. For the giant leap into the next world. I’m trying to make people see pain isn’t too hard to handle (not in suicide, but in every day)
Ha procrastination is more fortay, I have a reliable and relatively easy method with minimal pain. Im just procrastinating on saying goodbye to everyone, also procrastinating on my note, which i want to make sure is as good as can possibly be
Can’t decide on a method. Scared of extreme prolonged pain and especially of not dying and ending up in a much much worse state. And my problems make it really hard to go out and do stuff so it’s hard to get momentum and get a plan together. Depression makes it hard to make decisions and carry anything out. Etc etc etc. A pact would be better because I have know for a long time that I want this and I know what my future probably looks like. But I still have enough insight to have problems with doing something like that with someone else; being part of someone’s else’s suicide.
Not allowed on this site, though.
I love your profile picture. Is it your art?
I have to wait so I can my affairs in order. I’m going to kill myself in a week or two. I should be fully organized by then. I was going to kill myself this past spring but my mom was going through chemo for her cancer and didn’t want to kill myself while she was doing that. But I’m almost prepared now. Hopefully everything will go as planned. Fingers crossed š
I’m a coward and a procrastinator. And I don’t want to leave much of a note. Just enough to confirm suicide. I hope my body is not found.
i think i’m procrastinating too. don’t think im that low yet to commit. i seem to withhold too much passion and rage to kick the bucket just yet. leaving it up to fate is enticing, as i am convinced I will die young, suicide aside. these are very captivating times we are living in. I’d like to witness God’s wrath upon the wicked.
Iām waiting on nothing.. aimless.. no hope for better future and no fear of getting more worse.
I had a hope for a better future instead I just started getting molested weekly
I’m killing myself soon
Don’t do it. Nothing can assure you that death will free you in any way.
I don’t really have anything or any money, so I’m not worried about any affairs. I still live at home and I’m 21 years old. I’m the most destitute I have ever been in my life. I own a couple firearms and even though I could do it right now, it’s just that I’m worried about how it will feel. It’s the instinct of survival and the worry that it might hurt really bad before death is achieved. If I knew 100% that it would be an instant off switch, I’d do it now. I suppose it’s getting the courage and coming to terms with actually doing it.