I’m surprised you’re alive honestly you haven’t posted in forever and your last post were all these plans if heroin then pills then I don’t even know. What’s up?
habeebty
i think a big part of what you’re experiencing
the sadness
the emotions
the thoughts
is because of not doing something big/eventful/useful with your time everyday…
i think
spare time is nice
but too much spare time always leads to some negativity one way or another
i’m not working now
but when i was
i barely had time to think / reflect about my self much
same now,
with studying
really really intense
i even forget to eat sometimes
let alone think about myself
or how selfish or selfless i am
you understand what i mean habeebty <3
?
our minds are like vacuum chambers
if you don't fill it up with something positive or useful that really takes /uses up all
or at least
most
of its capacity
be prepared to constantly face a nice mix / share of negative thoughts & emotions
it's just how we are
& your already occurring condition / situation
makes your mind even more vulnerable to think about negative matters
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Me too.. I have been looking into the mirror crying and begging me to kill myself.
I’ve been in that place. Stop looking at yourself. Why not try looking at something that makes you happy? There’s gotta be something!
I thought you were feeling a little better. It’s so hard to pull yourself out of the hole.
What could make you better?
Not being me
What’s getting worse? Physical illness, mental illness, situation?
No just being myself
I’m surprised you’re alive honestly you haven’t posted in forever and your last post were all these plans if heroin then pills then I don’t even know. What’s up?
Being me is up.. I just want to disappear
Aww, I’m sorry :'(
What is wrong?
I am wrong in every way
I like you. I don’t think you’re wrong. Just hurting. I’m sorry :'(
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big biiiig hug <3
what's wrong habeebty ?
<3
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Big hug back, just being myself is being wrong
š habeebty <3
xoxoxo <3
can i ask you something… are you currently working / studying?
No job/workless why?
that’s okay
same here š
habeebty
i think a big part of what you’re experiencing
the sadness
the emotions
the thoughts
is because of not doing something big/eventful/useful with your time everyday…
i think
spare time is nice
but too much spare time always leads to some negativity one way or another
i’m not working now
but when i was
i barely had time to think / reflect about my self much
same now,
with studying
really really intense
i even forget to eat sometimes
let alone think about myself
or how selfish or selfless i am
you understand what i mean habeebty <3
?
our minds are like vacuum chambers
if you don't fill it up with something positive or useful that really takes /uses up all
or at least
most
of its capacity
be prepared to constantly face a nice mix / share of negative thoughts & emotions
it's just how we are
& your already occurring condition / situation
makes your mind even more vulnerable to think about negative matters
understand jameela?