Everyone is out having fun with either friends or their family, but here I am, home alone, gotta fix my own dinner and still recovering from an anxiety attack that occurred last friday on a party. Seriously, I feel like that attack changed me. I feel like I lost my ability to show emotions physically, but whatever. Besides that I also feel that some people are avoiding me, but hey maybe it’s just my imagination.. it’s christmas after all, so they’re probs just celebrating it with their families, right? That’s what I hope at least..
So how are you guys doing on christmas day? I’m just feeling depressed and extra suicidal.