FUCK YOU TOO.
No , I never really bothered to look for you,
It was all I had from the start
Just a few rocks in hand, and a real big heart.
I cared so much for others, but missed the whole idea of them being there for me.
Maybe it was me,
Or they just didn’t care for it.
But in the end, there is all I have had,
Mom is down, and my hands are bared.
Perhaps I should have outsmarting it ?
Age 5 is great for a start
Get ready before anyone knows you,
Be prepared to defend yourself,
Learn how to make it though
Before they get you too.
I wish I had known my future but it is for me to learn the way and choose he paths.
I FUCKING WANT THIS
I want to make it to the end! I WANT TO SUCCEED TOO BECAUSE I DESERVE.
I didn’t kill anyone, I didn’t abuse, I didn’t bullied, I didn’t attack. But I WAS UNDER ATTACK.
So? I need to be the victim here? I don’t and will never myself as a victim. I’m a fucking fighter, and those assholes would pay for it.
I’m talking about my dad too, I’m gonna hit him back when I’ll have the chance.
I will make every dream of mine into a reality. I will finish this degree with the best scores. I will be the better person on this earth and help others. BECAUSE THEY DESERVE TOO!
Fuck this shitty world.
One day I will have the upper hand. For now it is just for me to count days passing by.
Be brave, be strong, envy what you want and don’t stop fighting.
Pain is temporary….. Get it out of your head. Make them pay!! MAKE THEM PAY FOR WHAT THEY DID!
<3 .
1 comment
Hope you can complete your goal. I feel the way you do of yours about mine. My goal is to end my life. Good luck with your goal.