As I struggle to stay afloat the thought of ending it all looms overhead. Friends and family oblivious to what is going on have no idea. How about when I am laying in the slab?
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I feel the exact same way.. My mom knows I’m depressed, just not how bad it really is.. The rest of my family thinks I’m the happiest person.. My mask is starting to become too heavy though.. I don’t understand how no-one can see I’m faking it. Faking life, faking every human interaction I’ve had in the last 6 years.. This life feels like a punishment to me.. I just cannot understand what I did to deserve it.. (Sorry for ranting on your post.. it just spoke to me)
Unfortunately I think that people are so caught up in their own lives that they may not realize how serious things are.
if you need to talk I’m here, I’m always ready to talk
Talking helps but I will most likely be checking out soon. Things just aren’t working out.