I’m starting to think that this year will finally be the year I kill myself.
I know that I’ve been thinking that for ages now, but I feel so… calm and open to dying now. There’s of course some things I want to wait for (kinda hyped for all the marvel movies this year tbh) but if I were to die right now I think that’d be okay.
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I can relate to everything you posted, especially the part about being calm and open to dying. I just wish my mind and body would give me a break for a few weeks so I could take care of a few things before I go through with it.
thats how everyone should approach death, peacefully. There’s no rush but the day of the big decision is always a challenge. I’m happy for the days before my planned death, they are less anxious then when i was ‘immortal’.