I’m tired of contemplating suicide allday everyday. My mind is telling me to kill myself but I’m too scared because I don’t know what’s after death. That’s one reason I’m still alive.

I’ve been to the psychiatric hospital nearly 15 times and I’m 16, nothing is working. My psychologist is unhelpful and I never want to tell her that because I’m too much of a nice person but my mom say’s she likes her so I can’t change.

I’m kinda new here so I’m going to go look at all the rules/terms of service.  I hate rules.