It’s a shame that I have to starve because my mom doesn’t like me, I didn’t ask to be here. I didn’t ask for a fuck ***** to take care of me. I have big dreams and they’re are all shrinking mostly because of her. I wish I had a nice normal mom like my brother. She told me she wish she never had me multiple times. Please no one go “some kids don’t have a mom” or “your a crybaby” or even “there’s kids in 3 world countries suffering”. A fucking problem is a godamn problem Idc how bad or good it is. What ever the problem is it needs to be fixed.

I have 4 ghetto annoying siblings that I wish never existed, I never get a break cause I’m the oldest. They always are messing up the goddamn house and my mom screams at me and threaten me to go back to the hospital if I don’t clean, just because she hates me.

I feel better now.

My life sucks and I’m an overweight 16 year old boy that is miserable and waiting for the right time to take his life unless he meets someone that loves him more then anything else. I barely get love from anyone and love is one of the things I’m missing. I know that the world needs people like me because I am very caring and patient, people tell me all the time. I’m not in school because I kept saying I wanna hang myself to staff so they are looking for a a more therapeutic program.

Sometimes when I’m feeling suicidal I text CTL. I’m going to show a screens shot.

This was just a rant. I know no ones going to read it but just in case, if you got this far bless your heart.