When I was in middle school I would have never pictured myself in high school and wanting to end my own life… I grew up pretty perfect, a rich family who loved me, friends I could trust, a Church that I always looked too. I didn’t really have any problems until my grandpa died when I was in 6th grade. After that I shut people out and never let anyone fully back in. It hurts to admit it but I’ve gone through so much alone that I can’t look towards people to help me anymore. What happened to that perfect little happy girl?
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I think about this all the time. I always wonder, “What went wrong?” or “How did it get to this point?” The best thing I try to do to cope is listen to music while lying down in my bed and just be able to relax. Either that or find any other distraction like a show or book to keep you happy. I am always available to talk if you need someone to talk to 🙂 (if not you can find a close friend whom you trust) I believe we can get through this. Hope I could help!
thank you so much, yes this does help!