there was a stupid reason that kept me going, kept me hopeful. but i think that reason has been crushed now. i don’t know what to do next…
no one to talk to, no one to turn to, nobody to live for, it’s all so pathetic and i hate being a bother to others. feelings are a waste, this life is a waste, hope is poison and happiness is a lie. god that sounds so emo but it’s the truth. honest, I’ve no motivation to do anything…. a literal waste of space. i dreamt forever that my REASON would come true, but it’s more pathetic than anything i’ve ever heard. honest to god i think everyhting will just what,, what perfectly into place like how i dreamt?????? fucking dumbest ***** i know.
i feel so empty… so goddamn empty.
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eat something…. when i eat something i feel less suicidal for a time…. gives me time to see things differently for the next crisis to come
That’s another problem. I eat too much,,, so much so I feel sick and am either low-key throwing up or spitting out what I’ve eaten. ://// But I can’t stop??? All I do is fricken eat lmao
ok then eat less or different things….. the food you presently eat may contribute to depressed thoughts
can you tell me what is causing all the problems with your mom?
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i’m here 4 u
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