I need answers

  February 11th, 2018 by lastmemory

It has been in my head for a long time. The idea, I mean. I got the papers, and I wanna do it but i’m scared. I’m scared to get rejected again. I feel like getting to know my biological parents is like a new start, but it’s not. If they really wanted to meet me they would have done it before. They would have tried, right? Or maybe they thought I wouldn’t like them. Maybe i’m not doing it because i’m scared they won’t like me. Like everyone else. Maybe it’s because I don’t want to hurt my mom, she’d feel like i’m leaving her. And she’d think she’s not being enough, again. They probably left because they didnt want me, or need me. So why would it be different this time? All I wanna know is why i’m like this, what’s wrong with me. They probably have the answers.

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