found this website while searching for ways to overdose painlessly.. im writingthis when i’m crying so sorry if it’s kind of mushed together. i feel like such a burden on everyone i talk to because i’m sad all the time and i just want to disappear. imtoo scared to try to fall asleep because ill havenothinf but the thoughts in my head so here i am at 1am going through this suicide discussion page relating to thecposts ive eaten almost nothing today and ihavent even left my bed my energy is gone i can’t even manage to soak in the sadness socinfeel so empty i don’t know what to do anymore im on two antidepressants I have a therapist and my depression is worse than it’s ever been im getting suicidal thoughts daily. this is the first time i’ve considered it but how bad do you have to be to go into a mental hospital? im close to doing something and i’m so scared.
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I hope you see this.. your burden is shared with many others. I smile at everyone knowing I honestly don’t want to even speak sometimes since i figured i am a burden. Lay in bed and close your eyes and wake up the next morning. It’s a new day with you still here, another chance to live and see yourself and others. Take care.
Same here,I spend whole days laying on bed doing nothing,thinking how to die.If you’re seeing a therapist you should tell him that your treatment isn’t working,maybe he can give you another kind of pills.Or even if you see that this therapist isn’t helping,maybe you should go to another one.
Hi, I’m sorry to hear about your struggles. I know how you feel; I’ve been there before, depressed and alone and scared in the middle of the night, thinking about suicide, researching methods, all of that. I know how hopeless and how full of despair that can be, and my heart aches for you.
I hope the morning will make things better, and I hope you get some peaceful sleep before then. I know that’s not always possible. But I hope the night isn’t too long for you.
It sounds like somethings not working with your antidepressants or your therapist, maybe? As Taf said, maybe you can adjust one of those things.
Wishing you the best.