Firstly this is to no one in particular.
I’ve tried to be normal and live as normal as possible. But always the thoughts of suicide remain. I constantly feel like a failure and fraud. I don’t fit in anywhere and in my life there is no one who is similar to me. I just wish it would end without me taking my life. I see no purpose. Never have. There literally is no point in my existence. Except to cause misery to myself. Just wish tomorrow they would diagnose me with cancer.
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Just read your post, and two things immediately came to mind, which is one over my daily limit, but oh well.
First off, yes. And sorry. I feel and understand what you wrote. For such a succinct description, it won’t stop talking.
Second – what you wrote. If I was in charge of selecting a motto/creed/whatever you call it for an organization geared towards assisting victims of depression, I choose what you posted. It’s all encompassing and covers so many areas.
Nice post.