Finally, it seems I am going to have some closure to this shit life. I am about to order a panacea for quick suicide, and that will be the end of Madhur Gupta.
No regrets. No should’ve/could’ve. Just death.
I’m sad. What do I say?
Did I fail at life? :'(
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You are still living so I wouldn’t say you failed at life.
You still have more to come.
Do you hope that it can get better. If you do, then who knows, you might have a victory in future.
Good luck!
From what I’ve seen and experienced, the line betwee wanting to die and choosing to live is a small one, often having to do with things that were totally out of our control. Molestation, hideous parenting, sexual assault can throw anybody over the edge. A strong support system or the right antidepressant can bring you back.
I’ve seen several of you posts. Don’t consider yourself a failure, regardless of your choice. Keep fighting if you can. I think you just haven’t gotten the break you need.
I suffer from migraines. God knows how I can end that pain. I’m sick of this hide and seek between life and death.
You didn’t. We were just unlucky with life.
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