Im tired of being betrayed over and over again. Im in mexico rightnow and the Nice thing about that is you can walk into any pharmacy and buy just about whatever you want without a prescription. I think ill go grab me a ton of benzos and muscle relaxers and go for a nice long swim far out into the ocean tonight. Maybe ill make it back, maybe i wont, either way, should be an eventful night. If i make it back maybe ill take it as a sign that the time isnt right. Whatever, im a strong swimmer, so who knows. I guess it just depends on the waves, so ill leave it up to nature. Natures never failed me.
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I didn’t know what to say on your last post. I was feeling bad that it had no comments, but I couldn’t add anything.
I just hope you find what you are looking for.
Good luck!
To help some one of us avoid a similar fate, could you tell us what kind of service or organization betrayed you so we will know what to look out for?
It is an experimental/alternative treatment for everything from drug addiction to depression to anxiety that has had incredible results despite being illegal in the USA and many other countries. I don’t want to go into too much detail for sounding like a douche hippy, but look up ibogaine therapy if at all interested. The underground nature of the treatments make it hard to organize in a proper way like more accessible accepted treatments, though it has worked far and above more effectively than any antidepressant and therapy I have tried, and I have tried every single one I’ve had access too barring dbt and ect.
I looked it up. very interesting. Even the downsides are mild (relatively speaking) compared to some of the “safe, approved” drugs we call medicine in the western world. It is natural so it lacks the potential for enormous profits. May be that is why it is illegal in the west. idk
It is, simply for the amazing almost “magical” way it can cure opiate addiction overnight. Imagine the loss of profits to the pharmaceutical industries that make millions if not billions off of the subprime/methadone programs that are the opposite of treatment and in reality just confine people to and even more insidious form of addiction. State sponsored addiction at that. But hey if it stops people from dying from fentanyl contamination I still support it, but I believe ibogaine should be the second line treatment for people who are unable to taper off of.methadone rather than be addicted for the rest of their lives.
Suboxone* not subprime
State approved and sponsored addiction. Yep.