I failed as a person, I failed as a daughter.. my own mother hates me..if all I do is fail why do I live? Whats the point? Failure is all that I am and all I’ll ever be in my mother’s eyes no matter what I do or say.. wish I could go to sleep and never wake up
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If you fail no matter what you do or say then it’s a bias and you should get another opinion.
Anyway what’s your story morning glory?
i feel exactly like you. i wonder whats the point of living another day when i keep on disappointing people, and myself. but i just go on. and i dk why.
You are not a failure. Everyone else that does not recognise your qualities are failures… not you.
If your mother made clear to you you are a total failure there’s one person that totally failed: your mother. A mother should love her child unconditionally, help her to grow up in this hellish world and at least give you the idea she wil always love you whatever you do or don’t do. If you feel you are a total failure, she didn’t offer you that kind of love. My parents showed me in every thinkable way that im a failure, and i still feel that i am every day. But i know with part of me, that it is fully their fault and not mine. If you had a child: would you tell her the same things your mother told you?
I feel the same way too. I have done many bad decisions that my mom is mad at me for. But I get so reckless when I’m depressed and my mom doesn’t see that. She thinks I’m doing it to make her mad and upset. But don’t beat yourself up. Just keeping doing you if it makes you happy and if it’s the right thing for you.
Ah, I’ve often wondered the same, and considered a similar conclusion. Surely, if the results of our thorough and determined efforts aren’t as intended it’s only rational to deduce that failure is inherent, so what’s the point of any subsequent endeavour?
But what if it’s not so? And failure does not mean that we are a failure. Maybe it’s merely the result of extrinsic circumstance. Our efforts then are worthy and given the right circumstance may see a positive outcome. Maybe free from the tainted extrapolation and expectation of future failure there’s hope.
As hard as it is failure afflicts us all, you’re not alone there. We make the best attempts to succeed yet sometimes they don’t turn out as planned… Failure doesn’t mean we are a failure, I know it seems so, but the two do not go hand in hand.
Flower,
Failing is a part of life, however really you are a individual and what’s important is what you think.
Success in your eyes is what is important, no matter how big or small, you weren’t meant to live to make others happy you were meant to follow your own dreams and make yourself happy. ignore their dreams and do what you consider to be successful for yourself.